experimentalus

*I can´t take this anymore* I know this words don´t mean nothing to anyone, But my heart is in pieces just now that you´re gone, And I feel and it hurts and it won´t go away, Why the hell couldn´t you just hit me and stay, I am all that you breathe and nothing that you are not, I am life in the sentence of a fugitive´s plot, I am all just a mirror now, and nothing else between, Just some emptiness that I got caught up in, In the dark night I still prey, For a sign from you I say, You will still come back to me, Everything the same will be, Still just dark and silence haunts my heart, In my life I fe

*Mental confessions* I linger in the day, I linger in the night, I struggle and I pay, For all I´ve done not right, In every part of heaven, In every part of hell, I change my soul whenever, My feelings start to yell, I lose my grip on life, I lose my sense of calm, A very sharpened knife, I´m holding in my palm, It goes so deep inside, The pain then starts to go, No more love to hide, Times just moves so slow, The pain is gone, The life is gone, The love is gone, The sadness…gone, And you just come and see and leave, No tears, no pain, no s... to give…

*Strange old Friends* Changes built our different paths, Walk on them we have decided, Once our love, now it´s divided, Once our home, now hole of rats. Gone, we have become another, Looking back, but why just bother, Keep on going , lost the pain, Yet another comes again, It´s just rivers of strange feelings, Feelings lost and found in dirt, Thrown away in the desert, And I heard their little callings, I just couldn´t walk away, I just can´t forget the past, And because of them, today, Your absence just seems to last, Life would have been so much better, If I left them in the dirt, But love´s not l

*Love and Time Brotherhood* Where do flowers bloom at night? Where do feelings come in sight? Where does love cross any ocean? When does life give you emotion? Who is playing with your heart? Who´s that someone, where to start? Is this love thing ever come? Does my heart beat like a drum? How do you define that person? How can you be sure she´s the one? There are question one would ask, I have , they come from our past, But the gate of love will come, All of us shall pass, not some, It will stand there in our way, It could happen any day, It could even happen now, You would ask me "simply how?" You can´t even know tha

*Drastic changes plan* Still walking trough roses, Trough soft spilled perfume, Still smelling the life, Of flowers that bloom, Still waiting for her, On tenderness valley, Still thinking of us, Our dark cold black alley, That got warmth and light, Trough crowded life feelings, That held us so tight, So simple and yet, I couldn't forget, Not one of the things, I left there when strings, Are cut and just lost, So know if you must, That love wasn´t part of the plan… But say what you want to this man, I won´t try to run anymore from my heart, I won´t try to do now what´s resonably smart, I just want my heart to b